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今天是2月25号，2号取道广州回到了家，终于能在家过年了。
在家和老王一起看《士兵突击》，晚上老王有点感冒做做运动，我说就你这样还想进老A。老张不怎么喜欢看，估计是平时看军事报道看多了，觉得没什么技术含量，我和老张一起看星期三晚上9点半的军情观察，老王不怎么喜欢看，说全是打打杀杀的。
老王做的菜全是家常小菜，我也跟着做几道，虽是小菜，还是有点学问的，比如盐什么时候放，放太早，不够鲜，放太晚，不进味。不同的菜时间也不同。放多放少是经验，也是手法。手法很可能影响你的风格，不同的人做的菜是有不同风格的，甚至会受到个人性格，当时心情的影响。
要回学校了，老王把我的皮箱塞的插不进针了，巴不得把我当做老A的人训练，每次活动负重不得少于25公斤，可能我的还不止。老张就尽给我塞备用药，青霉素塞不塞，都犹豫了很多次，怕是出反应就麻烦了，其实我不在家很少生病，在家反而变虚弱了。
吵吵闹闹但是很开心的一个年，新的一年里希望老张和老王身体健康，笑口常开。

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1月28号，广州深圳之行回来10天，做完了医院，写了实习报告准备回家，火车没有座位没有卧铺，不知道这一路该怎么过。
这几天偶尔回想起脏乱的广州，冷清的深圳。还有那些不怎么熟悉的冷漠的人。
在广州买的棉衣在火车站不小心被挂了一个洞，原来什么事情都不可能完美，比起想像中的，所有的都会差那么一点点。
AI..让我继续幻想去

1月3号，早上10点30分被妈妈的电话吵醒，原来是她觉得中央10台正在播AREP的一个博物馆挺好看，叫我马上打开电脑看。下午接到第二个面试通知，爸爸担心我遇到传销组织。

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公元2007年12月30号，收到人生第一个OFFER.对方在电话里面试了我大概20分钟，对方问到我在刘老师那的实习经历。后来说一瑞士老外要和我谈几句，不知是他瑞士口音难懂还是我听力严重下降，pardon 了好几次才大概猜到他的意思是喜欢我的一个设计要我解释我的idea，到要回答的时候发现自已最近美剧看的实在太少，只好要求和中国人解释了，两边都笑了，电话最后愉快的结束。

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早上我和深圳那家公司通话，说是让我去实习。接下来我打了电话给班主任，党委书记，接着去找院长。折腾了一个上午结果是：我下学期不能出去实习！
在N天之前我已经绝望一次，今天是费了很大的力证明自己应该放弃了。
再没什么好后悔的了，我已经TRY MY BEST.
结论是：通过一个上午的口舌之战，和大人们讲话更流畅了。
          斗争可以跟自己做，不能跟组织做。
          明天更漫长！

Tonight i met a man who is financial free at his 35!it's a little bit amazing.now he is furthering his study of english getting ready for an emmigration to the United States.when he was asked about the reason why he's so eager to emmigrate.his said he think the unite states has more democracy than china!but i don't think that's the point,he said he likes the life style of being an American citizen,and the American is a state of freedom, a land of plenty!he wanna travel all over the world in his next 10 years rest of his life and he would surely affort it without finding a job to support his family because he's already had enough money.he would like to set up a shop,more exactly ,a restautant or something like that rest of his life ,and in that case he 's gonna meet and make many many new friends there.jesus,that's exactly many many people dreamed of thier life to be.so what about my life ?wut kind of life i'll choose and this is only one of the point,and another one:how?

Trenton bathhouse-----Louis kahn

i like it's baffled entry!

Today i began listenning to classic music ,i guess i might convert to Buddhism tomorrow.is it on my impulse?huh, whatever and anyway!thousands upon thousands of hints ,all decreeing :my life strongly need a change.

Slow down, calm down,i said to myself ,but i couldn't.,she is patient,he is patient,never would i .i can't wait to break in on other's conversation,i can't wait to flow out without saying goodbye ,i can't wait to excape from my dad's chatter....i can't wait anything.i was so upset,impetuous,and blundering.

Upbringing, i began to think of upbringing,it seems that i grow up all alone,no one gave me any advice and i didn't take it even though they give it.it's ridiculous and absurd,so can you think of a better reason of changing my attitude?it 's not my one-person-live-in world.i know quite cleerly,i need to bear something i am not quite get used to,i need to be patient to listen to other's significant advices.

It is believed that the buddism and classic music can change man's subconsciousness.that's not the only reason i want to convert to buddhism and listen to classic music,someone said that the unexamined life is not worth living.now i am finding a rule to exam whether it is right or not.

A耳朵和妹岛的三叶草DNA。嘿嘿

 晚上在图书馆被一阵阵气味熏了出来，我得承认希特勒的高明知道用噪死迫害犹太人，我想那个散发气味的人更高明，气味也可以是一种武器。 新办了图书证，这是第3张了，就像找到the one 一样，我希望这是最后一张。下午借了A Cook's Tour----In Search of the Perfect Meal

摆在了床头。走了路上，想了个奇怪的问题，书籍是不是一种生长激素？少量的时候促进生长，多了就抑制生长。柯布说一个人创造力的大小取决于在他脑中存留的画面的多少，但是创造力也在很大程度上受你脑中画面的限制。小孩通常比大人更有天马行空的想像力，未来地球上最珍贵的资源将是人类的想像力。当然广义的读书已经不再仅仅是读书本了。对于女人来说，如果这种激素的量有关三围大小，那这个女人又该读多少？

下午被莫名其妙叫去粘信封，怒。发现是寄给那些MR.&MISS BIG achitects的邀请函，原来The contemporary chinese achitecture forum 12月份要在南宁召开。尽管这样还是。。怒！oh jesus! time schedual,are you fooling me?